“Emergence of ever more complex structures seems to be programmed into the nature of our evolving cosmos.” — Alex M. Vikoulov

I have been so heads down in research, and processing, that I have not been writing as much as maybe I should. As much as I know I can…

StOp ShOuLdInG oN yOuRsElF tIm.

When there’s become a bit more stability in my life, there’ll be a bit more consistent content generation. If I was a pressure cooker, I’m pretty sure there’d be something blocking something that shouldn’t be blocked at the moment.

I have learned sooooo much this month though.

I went down multiple rabbit holes, bought more books than I probably should have, processed them all with various LLMs, and have been banging the concepts together like a toddler with questionably produced plastic blocks in my brain.

I have learned that what I’ve been working through is a novel integration of nothing new.

Which is just fantastic.

So fucking fantastic.

This idea that’s been rattling around in my head for years now has words to describe it. Pre-existing words. In pre-existing knowledge domains. Which mean there are pre-existing subject matter experts that can help put some of the neurons in their heads toward something that might be some what inter-disciplinary.

Learning some of things have been tiny damages to my ego, and my self-sense of uniqueness. But, that the concept exists is a great thing though

It means whatever I’m working through is more, and more, viable. If others have researched, and written, about the systems I’m researching stitching together, and writing about, then the more, the better.

I recently started learning about complex systems, and emergence, and now my brain is fragmenting into more shards of confusion.

I refuse to learn the math behind all that stuff. Not at the moment. I’m focusing on making that daytime cheddar.

I’d like this provide.io thing to facilitate the emergence of new technologies through the strategic (ethical) integration of existing ones.

Sometimes I feel like I write to vague even for myself sometimes. Like right now. Being pretty vague.

I’m not really feeling writing this right now though.

Kinda wanna, kinda gotta, get back to getting on.